Why?

Well life sometimes can be huge bitch......But when you are alone in your claustrofuck of a room, you tend to think about your life so far. The good things that have happened, generally and I tend not to think of the shitty things that has happened to me for some reason. So I guess I am a damn optimist.
Incidents in my recent past has got me thinking things happen for a reason. Suddenly I have realised that things are not gonna be the same anymore. It has made into more of a man so to say. So there comes a time in one's life when he or she has to stand up and be counted and I guess my time has come. Ofcourse there are pros and cons. But hey! thats life.
This whole thought process is kind of like a view of you as a being from above. It is like you observe yourself from a distance. At this very moment you would think what am I doing here and why am doing this. Why? Nobody knows.....